The Break Up

Random Girl

So this random girl keeps texting me. I had met her a week ago. Nothing special. I text her back to exchange niceties like how’s work, how’s your day, stuff like that. She wanted to talk on the phone last night, but I feigned sickness and said I had a sore throat.

I think she wants to hook up, but… I’m definitely not ready. Just writing this out is making my stomach kinda churn.

My friends have been at it already:

“Dude just do it.”

“You’re a lay away from feeling ok!”

“You’re single now. You’re feeling down. Go get laid. Go lay as much as you can, its the best medicine.”

I’m just not ready. The killer instinct I had before I met her has been replaced by a cuddly bear that just wants to hug and hang out. I miss her.