The Break Up

Gut check.

I made the mistake of taking a look at my ex’s tumblr. She has a photo of her with her guy eating lunch today. Life is a roller coaster right now.

I’ll have to admit, instead of the heart wrenching that I thought would occur, I thought to myself, what can I do? Absolutely nothing. Still pretty damn sad though.

Just need to soldier on.

I taught myself Oasis Wonderwall today on the guitar. Youtube has been a godsend in terms of showing strum patterns. I seem to be picking up guitar fairly fast, although, I really really wish I had a better voice to sing along. I sound just… weird. I feel like that’s how Gepetto from the old Pinochio cartoon would sound except all out of breath (and yes I run all the time, I just can’t sing too long).