The Break Up

Big Mistake

I don’t know what happened to me this week. I know that the last thing anyone should do is hang out with their ex’s. But I did. She had asked me to drop the dogs off and cried when i tried to leave. “I miss you” amidst the crying broke me down.

In the end I invited her over and she hung out. We had sex and it was great, but at the same time I couldn’t help but think, “Is she thinking of him while I’m having sex with her?”

She had training for work for a week so I dropped her off at the facility. We had sex again and I thought it was great.

Here’s the kicker, she calls me up and is weirded out that we hang out so much. Doesn’t want to give me the wrong idea. Why do I do this to myself?? She says to me, why would you hang out with a person like me after what I’ve done to you.

Zing.

I want to from now on have those words to resonate. Have some respect for yourself man!

Anyway, I haven’t called her. I think she’s called once or twice to say hi. I’ve noticed that she isn’t so needy or missy when she’s around people. I guess I’m the convenient, hey I’m feeling lonely so come hang out with me guy.